For many reasons, like school starting again after a 2 week break, I've been having so much anxiety (the reasons are stupid, actually, but the anxiety won't go away) . It's horrible, since it's not only anxiety I'm having. It's anxiety mixed with stress and obsessions.
So, there's some things I need to work out with my friends, (we were all kind of arguing and not getting along with eachother right before the 2 week break started) but I don't know how things are going to end up. I don't know who's still going to be my friend, who is going to be mad at who.. stupid middle school crap, right? I just want to know how things are going to turn out. Basically, I'm obsessing because I can't stop thinking about how this situation with my friends is going to turn out. I'm having anxiety everytime I think about it. And then I'm stressing because I can't figure it out! This situation, along with many other things that I'm going to have to face when school starts, is driving me crazy.
This is actually the first time I've had anxiety since last year in school. I'm not used to it at all anymore. I've almost completely forgot how to overcome emotions like this. I hate it.
Saturday, January 5
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Don't worry too much about tomorrow. You will do fine. Chances are, nobody is going to be mad at you. Let us know how it goes.
You already talked to me about all this. I think it sucks to be 13 sometimes.
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