This week's goal

I am so close to being under 160 pounds, only 2.2 pounds away. So, that is my goal for the week. I sure hope I can do it.

Today, I took my kids to the park. We have gone every Friday for 4 years. We meet the same people there every week. We met them when we home-schooled. Most of them still do. One other lady has put half of her kids in school. The park is usually really nice. I get to talk to my friends and the kids get to play with theirs.

Well, this week was a bit weird. I am sure that it is just me, but who knows. I am trying to change my life and lets face it, I am always trying to figure out who I am and where I fit in this big gigantic world of ours. So, I am always trying out new things.

I haven't been to the park in a few weeks because of the remodel. So, sitting there today, it felt like I had lost touch with these women. It feels a little like my life has taken a totally different turn than theirs and that I have done it over the last month or so. I didn't have much to talk about with them and it seemed like I was sorta left out of the loop. It left me feeling really lonely. These ladies have been some of the only people that I have associated with over the last few years on a regular basis.

I don't know if I will be making park day anymore. We shall see. Maybe we will try a couple more and see how it goes.