Okay, CRAP!!! (and panic attacks)

Holy phluck. I'm so stressed. No, really, really, stressed. Last night I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about a certain case. There's so much going on in that case, I can't even talk about it. My eyes felt wired open all night last night.

And there is stuff going on in other cases that requires IMMEDIATE attention.

If you have never had an almost panic attack, here is what it feels like:

Your arms start tingling. Your chest feels tight. You feel more awake than you have ever felt in your life. And fear. There's a cold pit in the bottom of your stomach, and the feeling extends into your bowels and legs, and you feel like it might be a good time to visit John.

Now, imagine feeling all those various feelings, and it's bedtime, and you have to get up early because you have a full day of CRAP ahead of you....